Life ~~ I'm a loser

(Long time din't drop some words here)

I busy with exam...

I work hard with assignment and homework...

These totally lead me lose of direction !

I busy with activity...

I play hard in badminton...

I used my time in movie with the purpose of entertaining...

These are totally relaxing !

But what i can do, always back to the boresome study works. 

I'm felt tired, boring, and tried to escape. 

Because whatever i done, there is no result. 

Ask for myself, 

What i get for this semester? The answer will be Nothing !

I wasted my time to follow the wrong direction, i'm lose !

Angry, pissed off, rage, regret !

What I should do now is turn back to true way, but i can't find it! 

Commence new school life

My life commence to colorful after the boring 4-month break. Back to school life let me felt comfortable and I extremely looking forward what i will going to learn in this semester.
 In this semester, I'm now an outsider without stay in hostel, i move out with course-mates because of the convenient reason and more freedom.
In this semester, I trying to take Korea class with my additional course. I'm clearly think that I should challenge myself to be more bold in acceptable something u want although that's basically would  add some burden to me. I learn to face more problem, just consider it as a tough learning process.
In this semester, I become a senior for all first year students. I glad have an direct junior, now is the turn for me to guide my junior, to give any advice or suggestion depend on my personal opinion.What I can help, or what I can do for her, I satisfy doing so and willingness.
For me, a new started and new targets along with me should be going to realize, what I hope for, what I dream for and what I interesting for, all should make it. A wonderful life must created by ourselves, that what we can control and make it change.

A Compelling Story

Who know Ryan Hreljac? I know him started from today.

Ryan Hreljac is a passionate youth give his voice for impacted by the water and sanitation crisis in developing country.

His compelling story started from when Ryan was in grade one (7 year old), he learned from his teacher the Africa people dying because without clean water for their daily life. So, he decided to raising money for helping the people with worked for 4 months household chores around his house for earning $70 to build a well for those suffering people.

He just a Grade 1 child, he willing to doing something contributed to unlucky people. The spirit of Ryan had inspired the whole family and his family members have been very supportive on his efforts to help those impacted by the water and sanitation crisis victims.

In my mind, I think of a small kid can do a great work for helping people and empower others to get involved, then How About Us? His story makes me to refresh my mind, to inspire me we can make a difference with a pure-hearted.

Recently, the starvation in Somalia, Africa is getting worst. Bad weather causing the lands for agriculture drying, mean that the food resources in those areas are facing shortage and without clean water to survive. Their lives were full of challenge with running away the state to Kenya to find a bit of hope for survives.

Most children are innocent, they born in a poorest family. It’s this fate for them? They are supposed to live in a worse condition? If we make a comparison with richest people with the poorest victims, one is in paradise and other one is in hell that has a greatest difference between them.  

If we can, if we afford to do something for them, let us come together change their fate by giving support, pray for them, donate for them and take action to make a different. 

More information of Ryan Hreljac : http://www.ryanswell.ca/about-us.aspx

The Beauty Of Nature

Beautiful view in Nature,

You would find out the beauty in every way that was surrounded from you.

Just a small action presses on your camera; pay a bit attention to the environment, you could realize that the Nature is wonderful.

I’m now backing to the oil palm farm, imagining what I’d done for that time.

Last Saturday, I followed my dad going to the farm for cleaning the weeds. I suddenly think of bringing the camera together for kill time in the farm and I have mood to capture something in the Nature on that time.

So, I enjoyed the moment walk in the farm, captured the surrounding, keep under observation.

What I found is?

Sunlight shines down upon the leaf, strike to the land indistinctly, and give the environment warm.

The ants arms are busy to move around, some taking foods and heard the sound ‘chi- cha chi-cha……’ from million of ants moving. That’s great!

Mature palm fruit is cutting down by worker. After few weeks, palm fruit will grow and harvest again in occasion. This called as Nature power.

On the way leave, I found a baby snake died and the body full of ants. It starts to decomposed.

Well, all of these are Nature gave us. Calm down, look round chary, you can find something different and special.

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Relax in a match

I have been quite a long time doesn't touch the badminton already.
Last week and tonight, I had an enjoyable exercise in badminton match with my friends. That's great!
Well, i thought my skill will not as good as before, but fortunately that's still  not too bad . ^^
Badminton is standard  exercise that suit for everyone, that no too tough to play, and easy to get through of it!
Sweat a lot, ran a lot, and smash a lot, whole body are exercising, feel good to it!
I love badminton so much !

My Little Desire

Everyone have a simple dream to pursue with the different kind of things. For me, I love traveling, so I'm looking forward back-packing to challenge my own courage and experience different country's cultural. It's sound to be interesting with a bit of strange for me.
I just read a travel book name of 'You Can Never Be Too Poor To Travel' , that was a book talked about the Back-Packer story and the author experience with different situation when she beginning her journey. After i finish read, i can feel the happiness mixing with loneliness from the author since she was traveling alone.
Traveling alone is not to be easy, you should independently, you must full of confident to get through all of it, full of courage to face all the situation that may occurs to you, to stand in loneliness, good in communicate with stranger or back-packers, and can stay in low life quality condition.
So, back-packing is a part of my dream, I'm hope can realizes my little desire one of the day.

改变了我 ～

社服？博大·社区服务？
回想起刚进大学的时候，我告诉自己一定的要踊跃的参与学校里的活动，所以谁来向我介绍他们的团体我都会认真的听。一开始，得到了很多团体资料，我就慢慢的筛选。最后，就决定了几个便抱着尝试的心态去参加。
参与过后，慢慢的一个一个退出，剩下了“ 第二十三届大专佛教青年社区服务及学习计划” 的活动。这计划可是两年的，必须下定决心永不退缩的走完。我是来自新村的孩子，而这计划是会下新村服务大家。一听到这点，我就有了勇气和兴趣想要参与，绝不会半途而废。（想似简单，做的时候这些念头不受控制的跑了出来）。
在这一年里，我们有训练班，集训，和小组开会需要出席。如果刚好遇到了在忙的时候，就会为自己找借口逃避出席。回想起，好惭愧好不负责任哦！说实话，我是有想过放弃的，可是当我们这一班朋友在一起生活的时候，那种感觉是多么美好地，真的不想抛弃他们。就这样，我坚持下来了。
这一年的策划和筹备都准备好了。我们在五月二十七日，带着期待有紧张的心情到了Batu Enam 新村，开始我们的服务。在社服23里，我无端端的被选做开幕夜的主持人，有机会在无尽夜演出一场视剧和手语表演。如果我没有参加社服的话，我拿来的机会可以尝试到这些演出，一辈子都没有。虽然在背后是有付出，可是都是值得的，很享受的。
我们逗留了十天，感觉时间过的很快很快，我们每天的生活都是充实的。第一天，就有了开幕夜，接着三天两夜的生活营，展览，跑站游戏，营火会，及最后的无尽灯夜。 哇！ 这种生活简直太奇妙太棒了！每一项活动都能看见村民和小朋友们玩的开心，享受其中。我看了多么感动，内心散发出难以形容·的喜悦。
我们寄宿的家庭，每一位uncle aunty多么的友善，热情，当我们是他孩子一样的照顾。他们的用心，关怀让我们27位学员都非常感动，十分感激。他们愿意早起身，不管任何时间来载送我们，迟睡的跟我们交谈，提供完善的住宿环境及膳食给我们，放心的把陌生人住进他们家。试问现在这种时代，又有谁愿意这么做呢？^^
还记得到了最后一天，虽然不舍还是需要分开的那种心情，我们都哭成一团。每个都露出了感性的一面。只好说：我们还会回来的，下次再见！
经过了这十天的，我似乎有了明显的改变，我说不出是那里？我只能体会的出来。 我没后悔参加这团体，让我获益良多。接下来的一年，会尽我所能，做到最好！把延续工作办好，27人的感情也随着增进。

Do not know how to change it !

The weather was burning in these few day.
Think before, my village had beautiful and amazing landscape, a lot of trees, a gardener worked hard to maintain and decorated the village to formed a gorgeous environment. But frankly, open burning carry out everywhere in my village, that is such a lousy attitude showed by people.
Smoke blow around and permeate into atmosphere. The strange things I found out , there is no any complain from the people who suffer the toxic smoke included me. I really do not know how to do and always distraught myself because that is my responsible to prevent the pollution to be happen and definitely this kind of behavior will increase burden for our earth. I am useless, depress and upset , i have no choice to let them keep on burning because i know they are less of education. Kampung villagers are close with each other, scared in offend, and unaware that the action will affect the air quality and human health.
This is the reason for me to ignore everything, What i should do to make a different?  i have no idea !

how ?

Recently, there is no any interesting activities i can participated, just worry about the final exam.
Is time to end my semester, Holiday is start soon....
A week for study , a week for struggle in exam, then i will 'enjoy' my 4 month long holiday.
what i should going to do ? quite annoyance me !

Planning my holiday schedule should start now, THINK IT !

Insistence

Last Friday, got a valuable chance to participated in the activities 'Pray For Japan' organize by 慈济.
A continuous natural disaster happened in our Mother Nature this year, like passed through in front of us.
A series of video about the earthquake, tsunami, flooded, and landslide/debris flow occur around the world today, just only 3 month on 2011, already killed how many innocent people.
Human is the part of the world, and most intelligent compare with others living organism but human also a destroyer of our nature.
So, i very appreciate this activities for us to repent our movement, to refresh our minded.
Provides a opportunity for us to pray for them, contribute a bit to them.
Give us a opportunity to vow, to taste be a vegetarian a week, a month or lifetime. 
Hope for everything is OK, will  not came for any sadness in our world.
Vow for one week vege for me .....

Give our support

My faculty now doing a series of activities in this week. i just want to introduce had a Earth Again organization are invited to make an exhibition to show all the environmental creative stuff to us. i really appreciate their action ! why i so support them ? because after i chatted with the staffs, it is a small company , few of labours and lack of budget but they have passion to start and continue their responsibly to preserve our living planet. They also endeavor in collect recyclable materials. so i should give my all support to them... fighting !

action is louder than speak....

 i went to recycle centre yesterday, and i be a volunteer for classify all the paper waste. Once i arrived, surprise saw that the recyclable waste chock up the place, then just 2 uncle are doing their work.
This is my first time , so senior and uncle will taught us how to classify the paper waste. After the explaination, i just knew recycle  paper also need some knowledge to classify it.  I learned a free lesson.....
May be CNY is coming soon, the abundance of recyclable waste were collected, and because of less of people there, so a lot of waste haven't clean up.
I really pleasure had a opportunity to join in this recycle activities although just spend 2 hour at there. But we went there, the uncle them are happy and be willing to taught us.
We also will collected all the stamps that stick on the envelope, u know why? hahah... because the leader there will sent all of this to the children who's have a hobby to collecting stamps, so sweet and kind !!
I want to thanks my senior and friends , we done the work together and contribute a bit to our society and environment.
I will continous my action........

think out of the box ?

Continue thinking the special green ideas i want to write in the BYEE program.....
I have to try challenge myself with the knowledge of environmental field that i studies for...
Thinking some green ideas are not too difficult but for sure not just for thinking, need a action to implement a project that we are suppose to do it !
I want my study life more meaningful , participate this program may be can get more information about the research or practice exist in the nature around us and for sure that could fulfill my passion in the environment.
Should think out of the box, is not easy for me !
just think slowly, write a amazing proposal as my goal right now.
Try my best ~~

A Interesting Topic

I read some article just now, then i realized had many novelty things that think out by people for the contribute to our planet . Let me to share a bit !
First of all, i will share about the 'ceramic vs paper ' plate and utensils. What is the question ? Which one more environmental friendly ? some debate around here. Ceramic plate and stainless utensils need to washed and cleaned with detergent that will pollute and waste the water. Besides that, someone are used the dishwasher  to clean up the plate too, so for sure will utilize the electric energy. Compared to the paper plate and plastic utensils, we just single use it, then throw it away. But what the point for the debate? because paper plate and plastic utensils can recycle and more hygiene without any germ for it!! Washing not definitely can killed the germ, must using the hot water in the proper temperature just efficiency. so wasting energy again !
After for the comparison, using the ceramic plate and stainless utensil is more better than paper plate and plastic utensils. This is because ceramic plate and metal items have 'carbon footprint' through the manufacture and delivery of the item only one - off events. After we purchase , we will continue to use it always that is no wasting. And  for the threat of bacteria, using ceramic plate and stainless utensils have to set in our routines in long time ago, but haven't had the hygiene problem related  to the washed dish we done it.
But paper plate and plastic utensil just for single use, manufacture will produce most the paper plate if the demand higher, and the energy use should be much more in the process.
Not all people had a knowledge about the recycle, they will just throw it into the trash not for recycle bin. then automatically the issue of landfill and methane gas result on the million tons of garbage will be happen in our future year.
So, for the advice up there, please think single purchase , not single use !!

Start Again...

The life in University before seen like immature enough.....
The life in University today should be do somethings that are meaningful to me....
Start a new journey must choose the right ways  to walk through, but these are  kinda difficult !
Learning just the part  in my study life, Action should be focus in my study life now .
Result just the prove that u are trying in the exam, Important is your brain is full of knowledge that u learned and the mind that u know what u study for .
Tonight, i wrote this in my hostel, different place for blogging , got the unexplainable feeling.
Happy, Lonely, Sad, and Pleasure are mix together, Rojak now ~~
A New Year begin, sure have some goals hope to be done it with my strong spirit.
So, 'Start Again' is my Title tonight !